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DramaQueen4Him
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Name: Rae
Gender: Female
Interests:
*Jesus*
*Music*
The Click Five!!!! The Veronicas, Relient K, Acceptance, The Beatles, Lovin' Spoonful, Jack Johnson, D.H.T., Katy Perry, Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavigne, The Killers, Fountains of Wayne, Jet, Remy Zero, The Beach Boys, Belle and Sebastian, Coldplay, Jimmy Eat World, P Diddy (yea I know), Dido, Panic!At the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Steve...etc.
*Movies, movies, and more movies*
Bourne Identity, Ocean's Eleven, 13 Going on 30, Back to the Future, LOTR, Harry Potter
*Books*
Sarah Dessen, STP, Harry Potter, Narnia, etc.
*And* Rasperry jello, Clarissa Explains It All, writing, rain, sunshine, cookie dough ice cream, & convertibles
Expertise: falling up the stairs...yea
Occupation: Government
Message: message me
AIM:  Crazililangel802
AIM:  FlotusPotus
Member Since:
9/12/2005
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| I'm cleaning house, removing all the dead-weight friend baggage that I've accumulated over the past few years. Thinking of them all makes me want to throw up.
But being free of their ridiculous weight is so liberating. I feel like a million pounds have been lifted from my chest, from my stomach. It makes me feel faint.
I've rewritten almost every memory. The riverbeds are drying up and the scars they left are being filled with new soil.
Who shall I plant?
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I am not here to fill your void on a whim. We were made with an agreement, and you crossed the line.
I will not be whatever you want, when you want me to be it.
Someone had to be hurt for your reckless decisions. I protected you from it, and I've paid for it.
Good thing I'm punching air.
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I stayed up all night to watch the sunrise. And it was worth it.
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| Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only person without a hidden identity under their sleeve, an endless deck ready to fall into view at any given moment.
And the shock factor is waning. I don't know if I can take 52 lies, a deck of surprise factoids that will poison my life. Will I become so dull from the hits that I go completely numb? I don't think that's an option, not when I have joy and hope embedded in my skin. I'm alive.
I gave up the game long ago, but had been playing with stray chips for months.
Leaving the table is refreshing.
Who's next? Let's see some heart, ladies and gentlemen. Let me see some truth, some moral fiber before this whole world becomes a "dry clean only," empty cesspool of bad decisions and manipulative parasites. I want to see you for you, and I'm willing to show you my empty sleeves.
This is me.
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| Enter away messagThe Embarking
When your hair dances
in slow motion pirouettes,
and our fingertips meet
in electric conversation
it's the frozen moment.
it's the tell-tale sign.
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